Also this week , I am officially in my second trimester, which is a big big step for my wife and I, so we’re both really excited. We’re really looking forward to getting to May when we can see an ultrasound and have a little bit more — being calm and feeling more safe and being able to start telling people. But it is really exciting to finally make it to the second trimester officially. We have started trying to making a private registry, so it’s really exciting to look at everything that you can have, and the world you are gonna be creating for our new family, and all the possibilities. Just trying to have a positive momentum, about pregnancy and starting our family. So we’re really excited. We’re gonna be waiting kind of long, I don’t think we’ll be telling until Week 21 ‘cause that’s when we’ll finally have our ultrasound, and so we’re trying to have our registry ready so that after we find out, we can tell people. So we can plan our Zoom baby shower and everything. Yeah, it’s really exciting to be busy and also to be starting the second trimester, and to be shopping online, not buying anything but like putting it on a wishlist, looking at all the fun things that you’ll have to buy, the scary things. Getting nervous and excited and … So it’s a really exciting time for us. And I will say, with the sun coming out and the warm weather, it’s really picked up our mood.

I stumbled upon this motto when I was in high school and the motto was, the journey is the reward and it really resonated with me. We're talking from like age fifteen or sixteen. It's been my go-to motto for forever, since then. This idea that it's not so much about where you're going but it's about the process of getting there. And at that time in high school it was easy to fall into, I could see the trap, you know back then I guess I give myself some degree of credit. Sometimes we look back and cringe on our high school selves and how we thought and what we thought and what we did. But I think it's okay to give younger versions of ourselves credit sometimes and for all the silly things I did, I give myself credit for looking ahead and I was able to see like, okay, so I'm going to work really hard in high school until I can graduate high school. That's the whole goal. Let's get to that graduation thing. But then what about after that? It's just, I'm working to this goal and then it's like let’s reset everything and now we're working toward this goal of college graduation. And then what happens after that? I end up working toward this goal of finding a job. And then what happens after that? Hopefully I can find a girlfriend so I can work toward this goal of getting married and what after that? You work toward this goal of having kids. And then after that is it just me working toward this goal of working until I can retire and pay for my kids college and then what I'm sixty or seventy years old, I just spent all this time chasing these goals without stopping to smell the roses so to speak. So, I think I have a natural inclination towards savory anyway, but having that motto in the back of my head certainly helped at times. So I couldn’t think of a lot of moments in life that I wish I had savored more because I've spent so much time making sure that I did savor for them. The big moments and the little moments. But there is a struggle sometimes where you can't savor everything all the time, like it would be stimulus overload. I'm always trying to find that…