I’m afraid of things changing to the point that I can’t control. I’m afraid of — you know, cause I’ll be going to college next year, I guess, technically this year in three months, and I’m afraid of not finding people as good as I had them at high school and at our high school because it wasn’t really a traditional high school. It was like, I don’t know how to explain it. But everyone there, I guess most people there were pretty dedicated and pretty smart people and really committed to learning and making the best out of things. And they were also really sweet, and they were really kind, and they were funny, and they were fun, and everyone I guess most people were often typically themselves and I’m afraid that I won’t be able to find such a community in the places that I’ll go to next.
I am afraid that. I will lose my own authenticity, and I guess whimsicality, if you will, because Iife will make me serious, I won’t be a kid anymore. And, you know, I’ll be 18 in a few months, I guess I’ll be legally an adult. And maybe things will change, and I won’t feel like me anymore. And it’ll feel odd and it’ll feel off. Yeah, I’m afraid of change.